the world is out to get me!

Nicola is currently wetting herself laughing at me.

Right where do i start!

You know when you go thru a short period of time thats really sucky.
Im in it now.

Guh!

I dont know where to start.

I need a beer.



Right. Flippin eck. what a bad few days. since the greyhound. argh!

So on sunday i was scheduled to work 7.30am-2.30pm. Fair enough, i like working morning, im not complaining. However when i bought my bike i was determined to not buy a bike light cos i refuse to cycle at that time of night where its gonna be dark. I did not put morning shifts into this equation where i will be cycling to work so early that the sun has not risen.
So i got to work, had breakfast and had a ridiculously busy day at work (Labour day weekend) got home and chilled by the pool.
Half of the summer people were leaving on monday so everyone was having a few goodbye drinks, so i showed my face, had one drink and left at midnight as i was scheduled 8.30am and had only 5hrs sleep before, as i wasnt used to sleeping early for early shifts.

So i woke up at 8am. shit. shit shit shit. shitty shit shit shit. within the same 30seconds of me waking up and seeing the time I was out of my pjamas and toothbrush in mouth whilst pulling my shorts on. no lie.
Some people know what my sleeping is like. the world would end around me whilst i slept in my bed, and i would wake up on a pile of rubble and wonder what happened. At uni i have 8 alarms, 5 different songs on my phone, a beepy alarm and a radio alarm, all around my head full blast which would wake the entire house and they would bang on my bedroom door and it still wouldn't wake me up. i swear its a medical condition of some kind, i dont think i sleep at night, i just fall unconcious! seriously!
So after 5 alarms all 3 i slept through, and woke up late, i called work to let them know i might be late whilst riding my bike. this was a suicide attempt, i was trying to ride so fast up that stupid bridge whilst talk on the phone is deffo not recommendable! I abandoned my bike at gate 2 and ran through wardrobe, to get to my work location so i could try and clock in on time.
I was a sweaty horrible mess, i hadnt eaten breakfast or drank any water, i couldn't breath and was virtually hyperventilating to try and get air into my lungs, and seen i clocked in at 8.40. ten minutes late. i tried to find a cup so i could get some water and couldn't find one, then one of my favourite team leaders came in and said oh, there you are! in a nice smily way. I turned around and had an ultimate emotion explosion. Just couldn't control the tears. I was so upset that I'd lost 0.5 point but i didnt want to make a fuss and my poor team leader didn't know what to do with me and tried to hug me....which doesn't help at all, so i whacked my sunglasses on and hid my tears and got to work. I was so dissapointed in myself all day i felt so sad, and i refused to take it out on any guests or plead with supervisors, Im an adult, all grown up, and I have to deal with the consequences. Its my own fault. Even though there's nothing i can do about it. Gah!

I dont remember if i blogged about the other occasion where i lost a full point for being 10 minuets late but I thought i started at 12.30 as me and nicola always have the same shifts, I got to work at 11am, sat down in bistro and had my lunch leisurely, when nicola walked in at 12 and said - dont u start work at 12? and I was like WHAT!!!!! ran to turnstiles, but couldn't do anything about it, even though i was onsite. i was so upset! lost a full point. a full bloody point!

:(

So whilst i was working, and may I say i deserve an award for how hard i tried to get to work on time, and even whilst i was riding my bike i was hoping that a car would run me over so i wouldn't lose the point! and i was serious! ridiculous i know! but i pedalled so hard and i ran and I nearly died and i still bloody lost the half point! And i was excetionally happy with guests that day aswell, i bit my toungue and even when i got the horrible guests that shout at me cos they dont understand how to put a finger on a scanner so blame me, I dealt with them in a friendly manner and just accepted the abuse! someone pat me on the back please!
Then a guest collapsed in my line, i was like AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and loadsa people were surrounding him so i had to get everyone to move, and move my entire line up a few turnstiles just to give the poor man some room and for the medical team to get in. I think i did pretty well in that situation too. And then i stayed in work cos they were busy (this is partly cos i felt bad for being late and was hoping i might not loose the point cos im such a nice person and i had extended 3 or 4 shifts in a row for them!!!!!!)
garh
least ill get paid for it!

although knowing my luck the clock in machine will die this week so ill only be paid what i was scheduled instead of the extra hours ive done. seriously bet that happens!


Anyhoo, so i felt shitty last night and miserable with myself, and then today I found out some shitty news so that put me in a bad mood, and I've just found out where i'm moving to next at work.

Shrek

Shrek.

Shrek...

Yes

I said Shrek.

I dont know wether to laugh or cry. You may think why is this bad but you havn't seen the uniform. I will have to wear a wollen hat. In florida heat. My poor head.
I actually dont know wether to laugh or cry.
Nicola has chosen to laugh.

And there is a big mess with accomodation at the moment, which looks like i may have to move into the smelly boys bedroom with all the bugs. Well im not moving into it until they get rid of the cockroachs. I feel considerably sulky right now.

I think its all due to the previous work stress related stuff, and the stress from back home, and the fact everyone is leaving and we are all moving apartments, and moving jobs and now Nicola moves back to england on sunday and its just a shitty time.

I called this post the world is out to get me, as i said it aloud and thats when nicola started wetting herself laughing. I am so overdramatic sometimes.

ok most of the time.

Normally i try not to be, but currently i dont care that i am being overdramatic, its my only outlet for my frustration so there.

:(

Although i finally have my sisters CD, im gonna try and upload the songs so you can all become fans and together we can make her music famous!

:-)

I'll probably love shrek...i just need to buy brown shoes with the money i don't have.
Argh.

Bloody Shrek.

I bet you're all imagining me in a shrek outfit....yeah thats basically what i will be wearing just without the head.

I'll upload a photo as soon as im in my uniform so you can all point and laugh.

Its gonna be awesome :-D